With a father busy with work and no real family memories, I was raised lovingly by my mother from a young age. It wasn't too late for me to start thinking of my mother as a woman, even though she acted strong but seemed lonely. After 10 years of suppressing my feelings for her, I was finally old enough to stand on my own two feet, and I decided to take action to be closer to her. "My first trip with my mother using my first paycheck" - no one wanted to get in the way...