At first, he was in an intensive care unit, so we had to visit him through a glass incubator, but now he's out of the incubator!! It's so hard not being able to see your child 😢 Now that we can see each other, I've recovered mentally, but at first I was so sad 💧
I can now go to visitations!!
But the baby is still in hospital...
After the surgery, my blood pressure dropped and I was shivering for 8 hours due to hypothermia. After that, my blood pressure rose, I had a fever and was in an unstable state. 💧 Giving birth is a life-threatening event that goes far beyond imagination lol. It's a miracle that a baby is born safely, and my baby was in neonatal asphyxia 💧 but it's still a miracle that he recovered!
Originally, I wanted an epidural, but I experienced the pain of labor, the C-section, and the pain after the operation, so it was like a full course! What on earth was I saying I was going to give birth through an epidural? lol But now I'm grateful for that precious experience! I seriously bled so much after the operation that I thought I might die.
It's been 12 days since I gave birth and I've already lost 7kg! I was a bit worried, but it looks like I'll gain it back soon!! I'm so glad!
I was separated from my baby immediately after birth without ever being able to hold him, and with my stomach cut open, I was in a state of panic and it really took a toll on my mental health as I watched my baby turn purple in front of me while being resuscitated 😭 But I was glad that we both survived!
I suddenly went into labor on August 1st and gave birth via emergency C-section. Because it was a premature birth, the baby was low birth weight and couldn't breathe on his own, so he didn't cry. I was rushed to the NICU at a large hospital, where my baby is still hospitalized. 😭 At first, he was covered in tubes, but now his breathing has stabilized and he's recovering!
That's so great! I'll definitely do it!
It's seppuku - cutting three layers of your stomach 😢
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